because i've been absolutely PILED ON with stuff to do this year, it is unbelievable. and yet, strangely wonderful. i feel like i'll never be on top of things, keeping everything in check, and i am thoroughly enjoying it. not gonna lie, still stressed out to an absolute max but that's okay. but it's making time move far too quickly for my liking.
not a day has passed since i arrived here just three weeks ago in which i did not get upset thinking i would have to leave it all soon. how did this happen? i could not sound any different from two years ago when i thought coming here was the biggest mistake of my life. who knew everything would be okay? who knew.
i should have known.
this is such a disoriented blabbing of words. i should stop getting crackpot ideas to blog at half one in the morning and make it a habit of being asleep by now instead.
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